February 2010
January 2010
i have NO IDEA
what happened to me yesterday :S
that shit was weird…
i thought i was all better.. or am.
and then out of nowhere im in tears..
why?
hmm, maybe i just honestly miss him,
but why was i crying :(
idk. anyway. today should be another chill day, i’ve finished my psych hw and math for this week, now i just have to…. well, idk there’s no hw to do. i guess thats the upside...
FUCK.
i miss him…
this is NOT good.
this brought me to tears...
donthinkaboutit:
“See there’s this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It’s the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.”
Heartbreak brings us immense pain and suffering...
(via dquotes)
amazing.
so guess what?
hmm, not sure where to start….
a lot has changed in such a small amount of time.
for one, the statement “out of sight, out of mind” is bullshit, haha.
i say that while laughing since that’s what i’ve been doing lately.
it makes no sense how i havent talked to him in about 2 weeks now, yet im having these RANDOM dreams about him. just strange….
1. me angie...
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adding a new word to my vocab.
“i thought you were better than this, i deserve better so called friend to respect the fact that i still had feelings for you to tell me straight up that they were moving on, but i guess ur ot that person at all, thanks for nothing, just a fuckin let down who doesnt take my feelings into consideration, i guess you were right about being hearless and not caring about others only about...
guess what buddy??
you
have
broken
me.
i give up. i want to move on, but i can’t. because you still talk to me. because you still continue to be you. because you still continue to be the guy that i want..
fanFUCKINtastic.
You tell me you’re leaving. You tell me you’ll miss me. You tell me to come over and visit you. You text me crying.
I Don’t understand you. I tell you I care for you. I tell you “whats the point of going?” . I call you back to try to help. I feel that you need me. I feel cared for.
I find out you took some other girl to a family Christmas party. A friend you say. I don’t think anything of it....
well then..
i guess now i know that i just can’t be THAT type of girl.
It’s kind of nice to know actually.
I’m not surprised though.
too many hang ups and well… MORALS.
oh wells.
i guess i just have to remain deprived in the meantime.
ugh.
maybe i should get a hobby…
maybe.
