December 2009
It’s very repetitive, but hey, it gets the...
Shit happens, so what.
I’m depressed, so what.
He doesn’t care, so what.
I still care, so what.
Life sucks at the moment, so what.
They say it’ll get better, so what.
I fell in love, so what.
So. what.
i am alone.
the TWO guys i thought where there for me aren’t.
Either this is a huge misunderstanding and i am blowing this out of proportion, but at the moment i FEEL i have the right to be angry.
#1 F: He specifically said “omg yesy, you’re gonna be the one i miss the most when i’m away. I’m going to write to you everyday.”
BULLSHIT
he left on October 26th for...
Kansas....
Dear D,
I’m happy for you. I truly am. I know this is a huge opportunity for you and if i were in your situation, i would do exactly the same. I hope I don’t come off as selfish for wanting you to stay. I just truly wish that this opportunity was not 23 hours away, I just wish I had had more time to find a way to express to you how much i care. Because, even though you may think that...
pros and cons
the pros and cons about finals/college.
cons.
WHO THE FUCK WANTS TO TAKE FINALS?
pros.
lately, it’s been the only thing to keep me distracted from falling into a complete depression. (fuckin emo, i know) But seriously, it’s been the only thing that has kept my mind off of D these past few weeks, month even. And trust me, it has HELPED. The few times I’ve had to myself or even...
Aftermath
by: Amy Lowell (1874-1925)
I learnt to write to you in happier days, And every letter was a piece I chipped From off my heart, a fragment newly clipped From the mosaic of life; its blues and grays, Its throbbing reds, I gave to earn your praise. To make a pavement for your feet I stripped My soul for you to walk upon, and slipped Beneath your steps to soften all your ways. ...
Crawl - Chris Brown
[Verse 1] Everybody...
Watchoh god… lol
TO DO LIST
*final paper OR original art work for CCS200
*speech outline/speech for communications
*art history final including flashcards
*COMM final (study guides)
*extra credit for comm
*final art project for design
*final art project for drawing
*paper on art work for drawing including portfolio.
…. hmm, it seems i have a busy week ahead of me :S
it's mindboggling
this thing called love.
Some say “Love isn’t mean’t to be difficult”
but others say “Love is a struggle you must fight for”
which is it?
because If it’s the 1st one, then i guess this is not love…
if it’s the 2nd one then boy, is this LOVE.
I’m not sure which one i’d want it to be.
if it’s the first one then all the...
here it comes..
unexpected wave of emotions coming through…
includes past insecurities, over-analyzing, and of course water works..
agh, don’t you just love the holiday’s?
